Regardless of what everyone around me say, I feel that I have an overly high expectation about things (certain things). To make things simple, I hope things turn out well and when they don't, I get really, really disappointed.
Just like last week, when the football team I supported lost to a team I was really expecting them to beat, I felt really really down and kind of mad when they lost. I know, I know, it's just a match right? I know that too, but this is a sport that has been in my life for 10 years already, and not to mention I'm a person who absolutely despises losing. Yes, I had placed so much hope in those things but I can't help it.
Being a person who hates losing, or a "kiasu" as us Asians call it, I can't stand it at all when my team or I lose anything at all. I try not to show it but it's part of me I can't ever change. I mean I try, but it's still kinda obvious I'm upset when I lose, and I end up ranting to whoever happens to be right beside me. Then again, it might also be caused by the temper I inherited from my father who is kind of a hothead as well.
Ah well, it can't be all bad that I possess these traits. (p.s. daily blogging!)
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