This, for one only applies to the exams. It all started when a bunch of us started talking about exams being a mere few days away. Somebody brought up being scared about not being scared about exams (might be me but I forgot). That's the thing, normally most of us would be at least mildly pressured or scared, but think about it: imagine not feeling anything on the eve of the exams.
Actually, I can relate to that feeling quite well. On the past few years, or even during the first term exams I felt that I am really unprepared even though I somewhat prepared more than I did now. This time, even though I am seriously underprepared I feel nothing, as though my nerves are made of steel or something. It's like I lost the motivation to study for the most important year of my secondary school life. I'm sure I am not the only one feeling this way.
To be fair, I am hoping that I will get a wake up call or a reality check somewhere down the road as I feel I will continue dwindling as I am currently and screw up my exams. Though at the same time, I hope I can recover from this and continue working towards the final exams in my secondary school life, SPM.
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